It's all about you. :) -mac fly

yay training is over now. can relax. :) it started at 9 plus and ended around 1230.. went to have lunch later at far east. hm should i go for hannah's party? -PONDERS. hahaha aii see my mood later. anws gonna meet celeste to do homework in town. so guai worx. ahaha. :p okays im rushing lste now! quickquick! will update later. tata for now. :D

When will it be my turn?

weekend is here! :) happy happy. yay a looong rest before school starts again BUT we'll be getting our papers back. :(

went to catch miss congeniality 2 i just looooovee it! :) the show actually brightened up my whole day! :)) wow. i wna go catch it again. nicenicenicenicenice! :DD

AND i have to wait all the way to may just to get my new phone. thanks man. :/

i don't wna fail physics again. my mum says if i cannot cope with my studies, she wants me to quit netball. cos she thinks that studies are more impt. but hello, i'm trying my best to cope with my subjects now + netball.. after the nationals then i'll be more involved in my studies.. so i have to give in now for my netball right? ...

game on thursday was really S-H-I-T. coach was like picking on me lah. so irritating. :/ she always vent her anger on us and once she starts picking on somebody, she'll pick on her before the game, during the game and after the game. i hate her ALOT. well maybe ALOT for yesterday. even wanted me to go run 4.8km. and we did sprintings after that. 10 times at this looong pavement within 7 seconds. bitch. and dunnno wat jumping shit thinge 10 times again. omfg like wat is her prob. :S
but "you all are nothing without trainings" is really.. well true for us. see the way we play when we have and when we don't have training. total crap.

went to eat later. bathed in the kallang toilet. made so much noise. hahaha. i was washing my hair with the help of pet. :) hahahahahaha. then we all went to tiong bahru market to eat, headed to tbp then went home after that. gona have tuition on sun and mon. :/ hafta go start on homework soon! or else we'll have to postpone it again. hahaa. :p

Why is this world always so unfair?

new link: tiara. :) , ayesha. :) and zephyr. :)

YAY. no school tmr. i can not need to wake up early. :) but there's match tmr. :( against river valley sec. hope we'll play well tmr cos the game against northland was really shit. played super badly. and hope we do not need to rush up and down for match, training and then down for selections. can't we just skip training? -sighs. ohwells.

I'm just praying that nothing will go wrong.

decided to delete those stupid depressed posts cos i dun think it'll make much difference anymore. cos what's done is done. it's okay now. everything's alright. i guess.

changed seats in class today. now sitting with eunice who has really a weird way of falling aslp. i'll never fail to laugh at her while she's dozing off. :) and beside me is another eunice. `the one that looks and sounds like a rooster. HAHA. glad i got to know my class mates better. maybe mr teh made the right choice by switching our places though we were totally against it in the beginning. haha and im sitting at the back now. im so gona fail physics. was trying to make myself busy by writing down all the formulas i know and trying to sub it into the question. me and eunice were like blur during the tests so im sure im gona fail it again.
sucks please.
having Amath CA tmr. hope i can pass. gotta rush now to practice on the 10 year series. rushrush!


hey sorry if i have neglected you in any way. im kinda in the depressed mood so i hope you dun mind how im acting right now. but im glad you told me wat was actually wrong with me. :) i promise to do something about it but give me some time yea? i'll do something abt it.

Hello, everyone has feelings including me.



new link: amelia.

Cos I know I'll never be good enough for her.

WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE?

1. ICE CREAM: thin mint with chocolate toppings! :)

2. DRINKS: ice lemon tea, water and ilovevodka.

3. COLOR/S: ORANGE AND BLACK. :D

4. NUMBER/S: hm. 10?

5.THING/S TO DO TODAY: homework homework hoework! :/

6. LATE-NIGHT ACTIVITY: go online, on the phone, msgin someone or just off to bed. :)


[ WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU:]
8. CRIED: yesterday?

9. LAUGHED: almost every minute. haha

10. HUGGED SOMEONE: yesterday.

11. KISSED SOMEONE: hmmmm.

12. FELT DEPRESSED: some 5 minutes ago?

13. FELT OVERWORKED: yesterday!

14. LIED: i always lie when i feel like it. HAHAH. =p

15. SAID?: i miss you.

16. THING YOU ATE: baby biscuits. :)

17. SONG YOU LISTENED TO: live twice by darius

18. THING YOU DRANK: yalkult and water and ice lemon tea.

19. PLACE YOU WENT TO: liang court.

21. MOVIE YOU RENTED: i dun rent movies. i buy em. HAHA.

22. HUGGED: yesterday?

23. CRIED OVER: stuff that im not suppose to think abt.

24. KISSED: is this question repeated?

25. DANCED WITH: some girl that i didn't know. HAHA.

26. SHARED SECRET WITH: jamie, noelle or her.

27.BOUGHT SOMETHING FOR YOURSELF: gelato ice cream! :)

28. CALLED: her.

29. WENT TO THE MOVIES WITH: read my post. :)

30:SAID HI TO: her.

31. WERE ANGRY WITH: myself for not letting go.

32. COUDLN'T TAKE YOUR EYES OFF: her. =p


[ HAVE YOU EVER ]

34. DANCED IN THE RAIN: played in the rain you mean? yes.

35. KISSED SOMEONE: yupp

36. DONE DRUGS: done drugs?

37. DRANK ALCOHOL DRINK: yes and i enjoy it. haha

38. PARTIED 'TIL THE SUN'S UP?: think so?

39. GONE TOO FAR ON A DARE: nth's ever too far for a dare. :D

40. TAKEN A SURVEY QUITE LIKE THIS BEFORE: yes.


[ MY LIFE ]

41. NAME: tay jia zhi

42. BIRTHDAY: 10091990

43. NATIONALITY: singaporean

44. OCCUPATION: just a slacking student.

45. I'M FEELING : sad. :(

46. I'M LISTENING TO: live twice again.

47. I'M DOING: typing and listenin to music? so glad im home. :)

48. I'M CRAVING: the restaurant nydc!

49. I'M THINKING OF: her. =p

50. WHO DO U THINK U ARE?? : huh? -scratches head. HAHAH.

those silent nights, a hint you mean?

FINALLY.
im got my own time to spare. which is a few hours before i go to bed.
right.
but i think im gona watch shutter first to scare the hell out of my guts then i'll head back to bed.
see how boredom can actually affects one mood? sorry not in the right state of mind. :/

let's see, both wed and thurs has been kinda hectic for me. both trainings and outings. good or bad?
hm.
went town on wed. with pam, celeste hs and someone-. not very convinent to say it here, but i'll always remember wat actually happened on this day. :) was really fun and exciting. :D
shall skip the first part. went to watch boogeyman at lido. was freakin scary please..! well maybe its not scary, but was damn shocking! :/ me and celeste were hiding our eyes and screaming our lungs out at every loud sound effect! but as i said, it was really shockin. and wat's with the BOOGEYMAN!!! -stares. then after that was like the most maluating part please! after the movie, while walkin down the stupid stairs, i actually fell like 5 steps down la. the scene frozed for like, 3 seconds? then everyone started laughin their asses off. hell it wasn't funny please. some people just don't know how to differentiate humour and embarrassment. -shakes head. then the joke went round for like THE WHOLE DAY LAH! haii. went for tea at han's in far east. chatted and ya.. something happened which i didn't know why too. haha ya but glad its all over. :) the misunderstandings. cos it was really difficult. walked round and dined at swensens at PS. talked more and took pictures. :D went home after that. and on the bus, me and celeste were so bored that we took really stupid pictures and when i looked through it just now and found that we were freakin retarded. :S WELL, this is really wat boredom can do you see. HAHA.

had friendly game in the mornin today at acjc. damn it was tirin. dehydration again please! was damn tired la! played 6 whole quarters! madness. my legs were shaky and wobbly after the game. we won them today! haha and ya i have many wounds on my legs now. :( ugly please! and my dear pamela sprained her ankle! please tkkaire of it alrights? will talk to you soon. :) and my back's kinda achin now. have to paste those smelly plasters to get rid of the pain. :/ went to anchorpoint to have lunch later! ate at foodcourt! the food rocks please!
PARRPEDUMS. :)
then slacked the afternoon by just stonin. wanted to find a nice and comfy place to seetle so went round walkin.. then we saw it! haagen dazs! we 'chiong' all the way there and sat on the superr comfy cushions! :D but then we had to order sth la. so we looked at the menu. and we were broke btw. so we were tight on our budgets and the cheapest was like mineral water whiched cost 2 bucks? wtf? wanted to order expresso but was 3 bucks, then i was like thinkin, it wld be difficult to split between the 4 of us, so looked at wat cost 4 bucks. double expresso. we were like, diaooo. then we saw this coffee thing that had tiramisu ice cream so we ordered that. we all thought it was those big huge cups because it cost 6 bucks? but actually it was only a cup of coffee?! @#%#^$*( damn pissed and we were talkin loudly too. then we slept there while enjoyin the coffee cos it was costly. haha and we took sugar syrup and kept pourin sugar in our coffee bcos the coffee was freakin bitter! yucks!
headed for trainin later. everyone have to tape up now. regardless of wat. crap to me. waste money. anws we had to run 2.4km just bcos we were late for 1 min la?! like fuck! we were alr dozin off in the cab and we still had to run 2.4?! not everybody had to la. only those who had to tape up. :S shits. kinda alright after the run, though it wasn't that slack. tired tired. went ta liang court to dine later and now im back home! -relieved. so after i do this im going to watch my shutter. how sadistic can i be? hahaa.
tata all! :D

we will always be together; wrap my words around you. :)

YAY! :D

my blog's all done. ¼ of the credit goes to arianna. hahaha. i did the ¾ of it kays. and i realise its quite long for the tagboard. but nvm. hahaha. ego - ness. okay somebody slap me. :( now i like comin online. and thanks pet! :) for likin the template i choose. and others. hahaa.

march hols are all packed up! :S have fun to those who left for the perth trip! :D though its kinda late sayin it now. haha.

BACK.

there's more trainings! X(
sucks please. i hate it.
but due to the fact that national rounds are up.
just had training in the afternoon today. the last part was torturous. she kept changing combi and we were like freakin tired la. but we still had ta keep playin on. was dehydrating please!
and the best part was when i was walkin home, up the stairs, i actually fell for no reason! and now i have a BIG BLUEBLACK on my knee! *@&^* it hurtin like shit now! :/

had conference with noelle and jamie. talked about the old times. and both of them were laughin like pigs okay! jamie laughed like an ass the longest. she was just like our background noise for a moment. *please* we're gona conference again tmr night. =D msgin miaoli too. :) she's nice. she's my instructor for camp. :) prolly chattin till quite late. hahaa.

cant wait till tmr. though its just an outin. but i wanna see our plan will work! haha. hope we dun screw it. hahaha. wonderin wat to wear tmr so it will hide my blueblack.. jeans? haha. nah i'll look fat la. -kays shut up. just pray that everything goes smoothly for tmr. will fill you guys in later. till then.. nights! =) *loveyall!!

you'll always be a part of me.


recap of what happened ytd.

YAYNESS! :))
im happy! cos our hard work and super anxious - ness all paid off! :) we won the finals. ij agnst raffles. 38 - 15. we all played well la. it was a good game for us. it proved a lot of what we were so scared off but we all managed to pull through it together. i just love this feeling of success after going through this period of difficult time. just relieved that most of the things im worrying about is ending. but still, the other stress stuff are piling up.
meaning? i got back our term 1 result slips ytd. and i failed 3 subjects overall. *yay* i have no confidence in my studies now. look at the grades. its like, S-H-I-T? just gona show it to my mum on sunday so that she doesn't ground me bcos of my results during the march hols. :p

went out to eat with the seniors. ky, gaby, chew. :) sure was a long time since we ever ate together. sense of nostalgic - ness there. hahaha. was fun la overall. went ta pastamania to eat. but i was kinda tired alr from e game but the others still had full energy after the game. POWER man.

AND of cos, we had trainin the day after the finals. so nice. and it wasn't really slack at all kays. i was so tired and exhuasted fron ytd that i seriously had no mood to train at all. okay maybe only after the toughness part. played game which is supposedly suppose to be 'fun'. its okay la. not that tiring. seniors came down today. i had joycelyn in my team. haha. at first we thought our team was gona lose bcos we got to choose 2nd last so all the tall players were gone.. but in the end we came in 2nd. not bad kays. hahaha.

went out to eat with celeste, pet, nat, avis. at far east at long john. headed home and slept for awhile. went to meet ky later for dinner at gwc. watched some kiddy movie. :S the winnie the pooh movie..! but was cute kays. :) but it was quite lame too. ahaha. and i felt so kiddish. well, its only me who felt kiddish. hahaha. :p and ky looked stupid carryin the popcorn carrier. HAHAH. and i was freakin cold! right.
went ta eat at kenny rogers later. *PIG! hahahahahahhahahaha.
headed home after that. SO TIRED NOWS. -yawns. yay at least march hols is here now. get to recover back my sleeping time. haha.
off to slp now! :)
*loveyall! :D

WAIT. reply to tags. :)

beitris:
hey! sorry i cannot go for the bball thinge today. but go have fun anw yea? sorry. loveloads. :)

rachel!:
hey rae ji! thx! :) so guan's ur spy when ure not there la? hahaha. :p

celeste:
haha. yea kenny rogers. nice! :) stop drooling la! cant wait to go out with u and e rest on wed! *loveeyou! :D

pEt:
heya! we all did well ya! :) player of the match doesn't define anything cos everyone played equally well on tht day. yup seeya on tues! *lovee! =D

kahyee:
ehh ure not the only one havin blueblacks okay! i have a wound. :p beat tht. hahaha. and im not violent! who's the violent one la!?

reena:
heyya. :) okay i cancelled tht part. haha. yea we all rocked and i felt happy for everybody! *loveeyou! seeya on tues! :)

you love me but you dunno who i am.


UPDATED ABOUT THE ADVENTURE CAMP. :)
linked ethel and emili. :))

HAD SUNBURNT! AND A BIT OF PEELING. :(
but not as bad as others. hahaa. shd be thankful. heh.
so ugly! boohoo! *sobs. have to go for further tanning.
but adventure camp is really fun. :)
here's a recap of what we did:
We did rafting and dragon boating on the first day.
rafting, sucks please.
we're the first batch so we had to use the dirty rafts filled with disgusting leaves and sand.
yucks can! and buildin the raft wasn't fun at all. penelope had extreme rope burns okay! her whole skin came out!
YUCKS! :S
and the guides had blisters bcos they did the tying.
and the beach water was filled with all sorts of rubbish. like seaweed and clayey soil. rocks and more rocks. so dirty. lucky i didn't go down into the water.
but our raft failed in the end too!
everyhing just went apart once it floated in the water!
sucks please!
then went to eat lunch after that! ohya then the only liquid source we had was ice hose water and diluted milo which actually tasted like sugar water. i was deprived of my ice lemon tea for 3 whole days..!! i came back home and drank like ALOT of ice lemon tea. haha.
KAY BACK.
did dragon boating later in the afternoon!
*i just lovee it! =D
though the water had dead fishes in them. and other floating stuff that i couldn't really figure out what it was..
EWW.
we did viking on the boat!
like 2 people sit on the edges and then rock up and down! so fun!
shalom was like crying lah! but later she wanted to do somemore.
spot the irony? haha.
had a race. but though we came in 2nd we had lots of fun!
thanks to our instructor jasmine! :)
by the time we finished dragon boating it was like raining lah!
100% WETNESS!!
was sooooo cold in the bus! we had no towel somemore okays!
--brr.
went back to the camp to bathe first. though we weren't suppose too.
but we had permission okay! so its not our fault! =b and we could take our time to bathe bcos no one else was bathing.
hahahaha.
had dinner later. yumm.
-now i have learnt how to treasure food though i didn't finish my food.-
HAHAHAH.
had gala night preparation.
learnt class cheers and dance. it really rocked. :)
though the dance is retarded. really retarded. heh.
went to eat supper later. took like more than what im suppose to take!
then brought into the tent to eat later in the night! hahaha! =P

Did initiative games and rope courses on day 2.
went for morning run. sucks please.
damn guy ask us to do pushups like we're in some military camp!
the floor was like damn muddy and full of grass lah!
fuck him!
OKAYS BACK.
initiative games was quite alright. not that fun.
BUT.
ropecourse is damnmit fun! :D
loved it!
i knew how to belay! all thanks to my pretty instructor miaoli!
omfg her voice is like damn low. i like..
hahaha. and she looks like ah-di from energy.
wahahaha.
and lesley and wei quan were like gays! =b
i dare to proclaim it here! hahahahahaha.
they were just sick lah. heheheh.
did the broken bridge! like its fucking scary lah!
i was so scared! and im afraid of heights too!
wanted to come down halfway climbing up the log.
but managed to finish everything. ~phew.
AND THAT'S WHERE I GOT MY STUUUPIDD SUNBURNT.
SUCKS PLEASE.
went to eat dinner after that. that was when i knew that we were drinking hose water all along.
disgusted.
after that went to wash up and all.
have gala night later! campfire! =DD
was damn shiok!
3/3 did a great job! :)
though we made a fool out of ourselves during those few minutes performing out there.
hahaa.
the other classes were great too!
*guess who was dancing* ahahaa. =P
and we were shining torchlights at this girl with supperr loong socks!
we followed her everywhere she went! laughed till we went bonkers!
hahahahahhahahha.
ate supper again then went ta sleep!
our tent slanted sideways bcos of the stupid wind lah!
and we were sleeping in the slanted and smelly tent!
sprayed insect repellent to cover up the smell!
how pathetic can we get man. ahaha.

day 3:
had morning run again. but not as tedious as the other one.
ate breakfast. then had breakcamp. played the last games.
got so dirty kays. but didn't care as much cos it was last day after all.
but it was really fun!
kinda missed the camp now though i was like counting how many freaking more hours i had more to go a few days ago. hahaha.
nvm we'll still keep in touch with the instructors and hope to meet up someday again! :DD

dunno why but durin the camp, i kept thinkin abt this song. stuck up in my head.
and i really think that it has nth to do with anyone. ohwells.

Baby Boy

From the day that I saw you
I knew that we would pursue
Cause the chemistry
we felt that day
Felt so real, and so true
Looking back on a year
we spent together
How it's been, what
we went through
Although we've had our
little ups and downs
We've still pulled through
Baby girl you're my
world my everything
I wanna lace you with
diamonds and every ring
Give you everything you
dream and fantasize
Cause you can tell me
that you love me
Looking in my eyes
You keep it real with me,
I keep it real with you
You keep on loving me,
I'll keep on loving you
Keep doing what you do,
I feel your whole aura
And I can't wait to hook up
again tomorrow baby - what

[Chorus]

My love for you will never end
You'll always be a part of me
As long as time keeps
on passing by
You'll always be my baby boy.
Everytime I look at you,
I can't believe
I've found a love so true (and)
I took my time to put
my trust in you
I must admit it was so hard to do
And every minute that I
spend with you
You make me believe I
have nothing to loose and
Deep down I always knew
that you would be mine

Do you believe in destiny
Because I got a funny feeling
this was meant to be
Without you I’d be lost,
I need you next to me
Preferably in the house full
of luxuries and little kids
From day one I was sprung,
knew you was gonna be one
Cause my heart spoke for the
very first time in a long while
And every time you smile, I can see us walking up the aisle with you
carrying my child C'mon

[Chorus]

My love for you will never end
You'll always be a part of me
As long as time keeps
on passing by
You'll always be my baby boy
If you were to go, I don't know
You're the only one who
sweeps me off my feet
Makes my soul go weak
The only one who makes
my heart wanna beat and I,
I could never live without you
You know that what I feel
has to be true
Cause you're my, my sweet love
Ever since the first time,
that I looked into your eyes
I knew that you were
gonna be mine
Feeling you from the inside,
when you're not by my side
You're the only girl
that's on my mind
I never knew a love like
this, a love so strong
A vision so picture perfect
it could never be wrong
Along the way, you’re gonna
see you belong with Jay
I might have to marry you
one day baby eh..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CELESTE! =D

adventure's camp is finally tmr..! :D but actually im not very excited about it. haha. not as excited i thought i would be lah. haha. but hope that it will be a hell lot of fun! just make sure that it doesn't rain! -prays hard. makin time nw just to post then i'l be heading towards my bed later. haha. will blog abt what happened aft ad camp. hahaa but here's a brief explanation:

had match today. SEMI'S. agnst farfield. played badly. :( pet was like the player of match. rained like siao. thought it wld be postpone again but didn't. ~phew. heng ah. nat is like benched now. calli too. sucks please. now i have lots of stress. sucks pls!! X(( pamela later lost her whole bag while huishian lost her wallet. so poor thing. yes i know they must bear the responsibility but they were really poor thing. then pamela found her bag. was being rummaged through. sucks pla. always thought NUS people were smart. but they aren't. seriously. then went to celebrate celeste's bday. fun lah overall.

okay shall go to sleep now and talk abt all these aft the camp!
tkkaire people!
will miss you all!
*loveeyall! :)